A virtue? Well it'd make sense that they'd exist if sins were real. Oh god. Was she actually believing him? An hour ago, she would have liked to hear him say that he wanted what she wanted but now she didn't know if she was dealing with a crazy person or if it was an actual sin-- how did this even work?
He kept using the word 'want' and it was the way he was saying it that unsettled her. And then he had to remind her that no one asked her to have feelings for him, she did that on her own. But did he have to play with her? Knowing this couldn't go anywhere? She stayed quiet, she didn't know what else to say, "You have clothes." she shook her head as fresh tears came to her eyes, "Just go. Please go." she put her hands together like she was begging him, resting her brow against them, "Please.. please.. don't do this to me." but her feelings for him, her desire for him, hadn't gone down one iota. He might be a sin or crazy person but she felt as strongly about him as ever and she wanted to believe that if he just left now, she could survive this.
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Date: 2012-09-30 04:04 pm (UTC)He kept using the word 'want' and it was the way he was saying it that unsettled her. And then he had to remind her that no one asked her to have feelings for him, she did that on her own. But did he have to play with her? Knowing this couldn't go anywhere? She stayed quiet, she didn't know what else to say, "You have clothes." she shook her head as fresh tears came to her eyes, "Just go. Please go." she put her hands together like she was begging him, resting her brow against them, "Please.. please.. don't do this to me." but her feelings for him, her desire for him, hadn't gone down one iota. He might be a sin or crazy person but she felt as strongly about him as ever and she wanted to believe that if he just left now, she could survive this.