http://history-repeats.insanejournal.com/ ([identity profile] history-repeats.insanejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] nevermore_logs 2012-09-30 10:02 pm (UTC)

"No, you didn't." she automatically countered. "Mm.. I think I like the Virtues. I bet they don't go around kissing innocent girls." she jabbed him again with her foot.

She smiled a little when he said it turned him on when she called him by his namesake, "Really? Then we'll stick with Chance."

She sighed and folded her arms on her knees, "Ever ever. And I don't mean this apartment. You obviously can't stay here ever ever but I mean.. my life." she looked at him somberly, "If you can see yourself walking out of my life at any point.. then do it now. You might be a sin," god, was she really going with this, "But there's something human in you, I wouldn't-- I wouldn't feel about you the way I do if there wasn't. So I'm talking to that guy. The guy who came to rescue me at one in the morning. I'm asking him to find some mercy." her eyes were wet again but it wasn't breaking down tears, this was something different, her words were soft, she wasn't angry or hurt, she was making a plea, "If you're going to just end up leaving.." she gave him a winced look and shook her head, "..do it now." it would save them both a lot of trouble. This was a very dangerous path they were gonna set foot on otherwise. She didn't think she could throw him out, she knew she couldn't. But she knew if he left now she'd survive it. Down the road she wasn't so sure. She hoped that if he gave even half a damn about her then he would grant her this one request.

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