Zoe looked hurt and confused. This was her fault? There was physical pain in her chest and she put a hand to it, curling the fingers in against the fabric of her dress. She didn't look at him, she didn't like hearing that it might have been a game. "Stop it.." she whispered. If she was seeing what she wanted to see now... did that mean she was seeing what she wanted to see back then? Was that why she was in this mess to begin with?
She shook her head as he kept turning it around on her, placing the blame on her, everywhere but himself. She finally exploded at him, "STOP IT!" she shouted with her hands open in front of her. She took a moment running her shaking hands through her hair as she then grabbed him and made him look at her, "I loved you!" she said as if the words might penetrate his brain, it was the first time she'd said the actual word of 'love' even though a blind man or even a Sin would have known that's what she felt for him when they were together. Whenever she thought he couldn't possibly make her feel worse, he always did. "I would have given anything.." she abruptly stopped as her face crumpled and she shook her head as more tears came, "I gave everything.." she said quietly more to herself. It wasn't enough. It never had been.
She didn't want to hear another word from him, she didn't want to say anything else. She felt like all he did was beat her up and hit her again before she could get up from the next punch. And honestly, she didn't want to know how little he cared about her admission of how deeply she felt for him. So she used the only weapon she had. She quickly pulled him to her for a salty kiss so she could knock him out and escape.
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She shook her head as he kept turning it around on her, placing the blame on her, everywhere but himself. She finally exploded at him, "STOP IT!" she shouted with her hands open in front of her. She took a moment running her shaking hands through her hair as she then grabbed him and made him look at her, "I loved you!" she said as if the words might penetrate his brain, it was the first time she'd said the actual word of 'love' even though a blind man or even a Sin would have known that's what she felt for him when they were together. Whenever she thought he couldn't possibly make her feel worse, he always did. "I would have given anything.." she abruptly stopped as her face crumpled and she shook her head as more tears came, "I gave everything.." she said quietly more to herself. It wasn't enough. It never had been.
She didn't want to hear another word from him, she didn't want to say anything else. She felt like all he did was beat her up and hit her again before she could get up from the next punch. And honestly, she didn't want to know how little he cared about her admission of how deeply she felt for him. So she used the only weapon she had. She quickly pulled him to her for a salty kiss so she could knock him out and escape.