"Sometimes, I really don't think that." She closed her eyes as she leaned into him. Lena was somewhere dangerous, and what was worse she kept being afraid it would happen to Victor or her sisters. Then she felt selfish because it wasn't.
She gave a shaky breath and set her arm around him, just so she had proof he was there. "I feel like screaming. Or crying. Preferably both. And everything's still so normal. I'm supposed to go to finals, because people feel that's important. It really doesn't. I can't sit there and pretend everything's fine. Like I shouldn't be worried about you or my sisters." She sighed. "I don't know what to do."
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Date: 2013-05-14 12:36 pm (UTC)She gave a shaky breath and set her arm around him, just so she had proof he was there. "I feel like screaming. Or crying. Preferably both. And everything's still so normal. I'm supposed to go to finals, because people feel that's important. It really doesn't. I can't sit there and pretend everything's fine. Like I shouldn't be worried about you or my sisters." She sighed. "I don't know what to do."